Monday, February 15, 2010

Dramatic Emo

SO GUESS WHAT GUYS. One of my "guy friends" adopted a new accent. It sounded like he was imitating that guy from the Pink Panther. Y'Know. Jack Cuhooha. Like I'd know how to spell it. D: Anyway, so he called me in the morning and we were just talking about what we going to do at the park, and seriously. He makes me mad. c: You know how your friends with people, but when you think about it, you're like,"How the flip was I friends with this person?" Well yeah. That's how I ALWAYS feel. I just keep making weird friends. God I suck. I guess I'd rather be a hermit. Life would be good. Maybe. Actually not. But it'd be nicer than being surrounded by people that make me annoyed. Life would be so much quieter. But at the same time boring.

ANYWAY. Getting back to the topic of my lame accent adopting friend. At first it didn't bother me. But after a while it was REALLY annoying. Like when somebody says "YOU JUST LOST THE GAME." It's okay for a while y'know? But after a bit of it... OH GOD. So I asked him to drop the accent. He was like "What accent?" I was already pissed this morning. My mom was being lame, and my brother was just mocking me by being sarcastic. I hate my brother. The way he talks is just annoying. Ugh. But anyway, my friend DENIED the accent. I got kinda more pissed than I already was, so I said, "If that's all you gotta say, I'm gonna hang up" cause if you don't hang up, you're stuck talking to him for HOURS. So he replied with a "NO DON'T HANG UP." WTF? I'M SICK OF TALKING TO YOU. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE. I don't see why I SHOULDN'T hang up on him. So I kept saying, "Are you done yet?" I WAS PISSED. Finally about 7 minutes after I asked him the first time, he FINALLY let me hang up. I should have hung up. I was about to but then he decided to let me. OH WOW. I SHOULD JUST HANG UP THE FIRST TIME.

Later that day I went to the picnic with all my buddies. started out good and then my friend asked if I was still mad at him for something he did a while back. And what he did was seriously lame, but since it's got nothing to do with my current topic I'll stray away from that for now. Anyway. My reply was "Yes and no." He was shocked. He knew I was done with being mad at him the first time, but the thing from earlier got me so pissed off I just didn't want to talk to him. HE KNEW WHY TOO. I DON'T SEE WHY HE CAN'T MAKE THE CONNECTION OF I'M MAD ABOUT HOW YOU WERE ACTING EARLIER. I WAS READY TO FLIP A TABLE. But the picnic area had stuck into the ground tables. So I couldn't. He NEVER understands why I'm mad at him. He's always like, "WHY ARE YOU MAD AT ME?" or "WHAT DID I DO NOW?" SERIOUSLY? WHAT DID YOU DO NOW THAT GOT ME SO PISSED? I mean I hate being asked why I'm mad at someone. It's usually about how they're acting, so my friends understand, and he's OBVIOUSLY not my friend cause he doesn't know why.

Oh another thing. We have a friend who moved to the school where he goes. (Yes we were all friends in Junior High, and then the school zone split the school in two, so half of us go to one school while the other half goes to the other.) He apparently HATES her. Calls her things I don't really say like "slut" and "bitch". Her birthday was on Monday, but she celebrated with a party on Sunday. Now here he is saying that the only people she invited were kids who came from a different Junior High. He's all mad that she didn't invite people from where she went. REALLY? WHAT DOES HE CARE? HE GOES OFF AND INSULTS HER, AND NEXT THING YOU KNOW HE CARES ABOUT WHO'S INVITED TO HIS PARTY. WHY DOES IT MATTER SO MUCH TO HIM? So about 1/2 of the picnic time that I spent talking to him, he nagged about this. I mean REALLY?

After the picnic we all went to my one friend's house, talked a bit then dispersed. I live right across the street so I walked right over. My friend on the other hand was being a total jerk. Or maybe it's cause he floats too much. His mom was on the way to pick him up, and he needed someplace to wait for her, cause my friend had to go to some orchestra rehearsal. I CAN'T BRING ANYONE HOME. I KNEW THAT. I told him over and over. I CAN'T LET YOU IN. I'm not supposed to have anyone in my house when my parents aren't home. CAN'T YOU GET THAT? And he was all like "No no my mom will be here soon. only for a little while." I gave up with arguing with him, and let him in hoping my dad would come home after he left. TURNS OUT IT WAS THE OTHER WAY AROUND. My dad came home BEFORE he left, and after he left my dad started lecturing me. I FLIPPIN' KNOW. IT'S NOT MY FAULT HE'S SO PESKY. I KNOW HE JUST FLOATS TO HIS OWN AGENDA AND DOESN'T TAKE ANYONE ELSE'S INTO CONSIDERATION MOST OF THE TIME. So I got lectured, and I got even more pissed at me guy "friend." This time I had a table to flip but decided against it.

Now now. Take in mind that this all happened in one day. THANK GOD I don't have to put up with him everyday. This whole splitting into two different schools has it's ups and downs.

My friend tells me that I go through phases. An okay phase to start, then it either goes from okay to hate or okay to like. After that it goes from hate to hate or hate to like. It matters. Right now my stupid guy friends is STUCK in the hate stage. It went from Okay to hate to okay to hate. He's NOT going to get any better. I swear if HE KEEPS ACTING LIKE HE IS I'M GOING TO SLAP HIM ONE DAY. I'M SICK AND TIRED OF HIM. JUST ENOUGH TO SLAP HIM SOMETIMES.

Most of my friends get angry with him a lot too. He's just aggravating. He basically forced himself into our circle of friends by acting depressed and all emo. I CAN'T TAKE STUPID DEPRESSED PEOPLE. ESPECIALLY IF THEY'RE JUST DEPRESSED FOR TRIVIAL REASONS. Like "Oh the person I like hates me..." OH HELLO. THERE'S A WHOLE SEA OF PEOPLE OUT THERE. GO EXPLORE. PLEASE. So we just "accepted" him for the time being except for our mama in the friend circle. (Lmao. Yes we assigned family roles to each other.) And at one point in time, everyone else was also fed up with him. I mean seriously. He'd be all like, "Should I tell you something? Oh no. Maybe I shouldn't. She'd get mad at me." OKAY THEN. IF YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO SAY THEN DON'T BRING IT UP. WHY SO STUPID HUH?

A few weeks back, I got so fed up with his behavior I blocked him from AIM and I never get on Facebook chat. EVER. So when he called me one time he was like, you never get on AIM anymore. I was like, "Yeah I s'pose so." LOL. I GET ON EVERYDAY. JUST SAYING. The only way he talks to me is by Facebook wall posting. I barely ever respond to comments on my wall, so it never works for long. I like ending conversations as quick as possible there. A while back, when I was mad at him for the first time, he would bother me in anyway possible. I always asked him to leave me alone. He would for a day, but then would talk to me again the next. Then I told him that I'd talk to him when I felt like I could handle his stupidity, except in nicer words. His reply? "Not talking to you makes it feel like my head's going to explode." OH WELL. LET IT S'PLODE. I DON'T CARE. DON'T GET ALL DRAMATIC ON ME. I. DON'T. CARE. He acts so much like a drama queen it's flippin' annoying.

I THINK that's it. I HOPE that's it. I'm TIRED of writing about stupid things in my life. including this and my other lame depressing things. Hopefully I can write something happier soon. Hopefully. IF THERE'S ANYTHING GOOD TO WRITE ABOUT.

(P.S. the reason why I was mad at the first time will never be told cause it's more of a personal thing including more than one people. The people who should know know cause it was such A BIG DEAL for him that he went to his "dramatic emo" phase. You should know how I am with "dramatic emo" people now. I hope.)

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