I want to...

Cry my face off.

Shoot something.

Kick someone.

Slap anybody.

Find a sad book.

Read a sad book.

Cry because of the sad book.

Style my wig.

Wear my wig.

Make a wallet.

Tear up the wallet.

Make a voodoo doll.

Stab the voodoo doll.

Kick a wall.

Kick the table.

Cry in pain.

Whimper.

Crawl under my bed covers.

Cry.

Cry more.

Cry myself to sleep.

Take a nap.

Sing.

Sing a sad song.

Cry because of the sad song.

Listen to sad songs.

Cry even more.

Draw something sad.

Get frustrated because of artist block.

Rip up the drawing.

Burn the drawing.

Cry.

Cry lots more.

Write poems.

Get frustrated because of writers block

Talk to people.

Cry at their importance.

Figure out life.

Cry.

But I don't feel like doing SHIT.

I feel like I'm in HELL.

My whole existence feels like a JOKE.

What a let down.

Time to do one of these things I want to do.

Cry.